Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Oops, sorry

I made a promise that I didn't keep.
For that I have to say that I am sorry.

Yesterday I just couldn't do it.
I just didn't have it in me.
Yesterday was rough y'all.

Seriously a rough day.
I may or may not have cried.

I know that it is just kids being kids and they are learning boundaries and limits.
But sometimes it is hard.

When it came time to write about whatever presented itself yesterday I just couldn't.
I couldn't so I didn't.

I did, however, pray and asked God to renew my spirit.
And renew it He did.

Last night we had small group.
We have such amazing couples in our group.
Pretty quickly after we got there I could feel my spirit lighten and I felt like myself again.
The kids were happily playing and having a good time.
It was nice to see that joy and hear the laughter.

For the next couple of day the kids and I are hanging out at my in-law's house.
Poor K is at home.
Well, not technically, I mean he has to go to work.
But then comes home to a very quiet house.
Our home seems to be so loud with the sounds of children.
He told me last night that he misses us when we are gone.
I thought that was awfully sweet.

Today though has been a renewing day as well.
After getting in town and making a quick trip to my favorite store {they now have Phineas & Ferb Band-Aids!!! Yes, I bought some, he he} we met up with my sister-in-law {K's sister} and her kiddos.
The children had so much fun playing and Anna & I got to catch up a bit.
My plan while we are here is to hang out, enjoy the new scenery and hide from the weather.
My car said it was 108 this afternoon, I think I left some of my skin back on the seat.

Again, I am very sorry for not posting yesterday, especially after making a promise.


  1. We all have days when life is just a little too overwhelming. What matters is that you did what you needed to do to pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and renew your spirit. Don't beat yourself up, love. <3

  2. Aww...I'm so sorry that you had a rough day yesterday! :( That makes my heart sad!

    I'm glad you're feeling a little better though...sigh. Bad days just drain the life out of you...blah! I'm pretty sure that the hot weather REALLY doesn't help either though..when it's super hot out..I always feel worse :(

    Enjoy your time visiting..sounds like it's been relaxing and renewing already..whew!

    Hope you continue to feel better..and never worry about posting, silly! Sometimes you've just gotta do what you've gotta do..life is crazy...take care of yourself..we'll all still be here waiting for you! xoxo

  3. Sorry to hear that you had a rough time of it! Glad you were able to connect and feel better with your group! I hope your time spent with family is refreshing for you and the cupcakes! Take care of yourself and enjoy!

  4. I hope your heart is finding some peace. I hate hearing that you cried, but there are times when the frustration just needs to leave us - tears serve a purpose. Deep breaths, and remember to enjoy the trip!